Heading out for some fun
Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2011 1:04 am
Hello my fellow PNer's.
I really do miss you guys. I'm doing great and I hope to continue to do well, as time goes on. I've got 2 boyfriends. LOL. So, I'm having a good time, enjoying time with my son, when he is not with his father. I think I can say that out of everything, the loss of my marriage was the worst thing that came from PN, with which, I have also lost some time with my son, because he is with his father 3 days a week.
But, I am up and around and trying to have a good time. I just want you guys to know, that even though I am not here, if anyone wants to speak with me, by phone or email, please let me know. I would be MORE than happy to speak with anyone.
I think I may have some "survivors guilt", about being better and doing well, but I want to let others know, that it is always important to remember that there always is hope. When I was at my lowest point with PN, I just could not do it anymore. It sucked the life right out of me. Now, that I am better, I am doing many things. I kind of feel like a kid in a candy store, just doing things that I had not been able to do, in almost 5 years. It's an amazing feeling. Like I have my life back and I want to continue to enjoy myself.
Don't get me wrong, I still have pain, but nothing compared to what it was. I'm actually driving now.
But, wanted to just check in with you guys. I have alot of reading to do here. It's been a long time and I hope to get to some posts on Monday. But, I got to go, my date is at the door!
Take care,
Wendy
I really do miss you guys. I'm doing great and I hope to continue to do well, as time goes on. I've got 2 boyfriends. LOL. So, I'm having a good time, enjoying time with my son, when he is not with his father. I think I can say that out of everything, the loss of my marriage was the worst thing that came from PN, with which, I have also lost some time with my son, because he is with his father 3 days a week.
But, I am up and around and trying to have a good time. I just want you guys to know, that even though I am not here, if anyone wants to speak with me, by phone or email, please let me know. I would be MORE than happy to speak with anyone.
I think I may have some "survivors guilt", about being better and doing well, but I want to let others know, that it is always important to remember that there always is hope. When I was at my lowest point with PN, I just could not do it anymore. It sucked the life right out of me. Now, that I am better, I am doing many things. I kind of feel like a kid in a candy store, just doing things that I had not been able to do, in almost 5 years. It's an amazing feeling. Like I have my life back and I want to continue to enjoy myself.
Don't get me wrong, I still have pain, but nothing compared to what it was. I'm actually driving now.
But, wanted to just check in with you guys. I have alot of reading to do here. It's been a long time and I hope to get to some posts on Monday. But, I got to go, my date is at the door!Take care,
Wendy
I couldn't be happier for you. Two boyfriends...you're like, my hero. 
