In the last month, I have had different symptoms. The urgency to urinate has gone, but now it's almost like I cant even feel when I have a full bladder, if that makes sense. I also notice that I dont have the movement or sensation in my vagina on the left side. I also now have been experiencing pain when sitting. Its not terrible pain, but it gets uncomfortable. When I sit, that side of my vagina burns but gets numb I believe. I also feel pain in my tailbone area. It's more like a muscle pain to me. I really dont know how to explain it. When I go number two, it hurts every time. It feels like I pushed out a really hard one even though its soft and shouldnt hurt. The pain subsides shortly after going to the bathroom. I am scheduled to go to my gyno tomorrow and hopefully start figuring out what is going on with me. These symptoms are really starting to get to me. I feel like I cannot go to the bathroom normally, or have a normal sex life. It is really ruining my self-esteem. My husband has been great through all this, but I feel so bad. I just want to know whats wrong and how to get my life back if that is even possible at this point....
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