Suicidal
Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2021 7:50 pm
On thanksgiving, 2018, I fell badly on uncarpeted stairs, actually I was kicked, but that's another story.
By January, I was in pain and started 6 months of PT. It didn't work.
My GP did't even know anything about pain in the anus - shooting, burning, like someone was sticking a red hot poker up me.
I Went to a rectal surgeon. He knew nothing.
Went to my gastroenterologist. He knew nothing.
Then I went to YALE. For sure they'd be able to help me, a urologist, a urogynecologist a neurologist, a rectal neurologist. They knew nothing, all 4 of them.
I went to my pain doctor who performed a pudendal block and a ganglion impar block. Neither one did anything.
I had a 3Tesla MRI, a special one that shows the sacral. It showed nothing.
I went to a Danbury psysiatrist. She knew nothing.
I went to another pain management doctor. He knew nothing.
I did biofeedback. Waste of money.
I went to another doctor to do a block. Did not work.
I went to Ainsworth Institute in NYC, now owned by Corey Hunter for a hypogastric block. Don't go there!
I then had a trial of a stimulation device that gets implanted. The device came apart before I was even in the recovery room.
June 1, 2021 I went to a very well respected doctor in NYC who performed pulsed radiofrequency ablation...he didn't think it would work, although I'd read so much about it, and he was right. It didn't work.
My very last hope was a Dr. Kohli in Boston, an expert urogynecologist, experienced in pudendal nerve pain. He gave me a steroid shot and said, "It could work for 12 days or 12 months". By the time I got back home, the pain had returned and has just kept on going.
I HAVE TO SIT ON ICE ALL DAY ANY NIGHT to numb the pain.
I have one more appt. in Boston where he will give me Platelet Rich Plasma. I told him that was controversial and he said he's had a lot of success with it. But it won't work.
I have tried every drug, gabapentin, Neurontin, amatryptaline, SSRIs everything but Ketamine, which unfortunately doesn't last too long.
SIXTEEN SPECIALISTS FAILED TO SAVE MY LIFE!!! Now I am at the point where death would be a RELEASE.
By January, I was in pain and started 6 months of PT. It didn't work.
My GP did't even know anything about pain in the anus - shooting, burning, like someone was sticking a red hot poker up me.
I Went to a rectal surgeon. He knew nothing.
Went to my gastroenterologist. He knew nothing.
Then I went to YALE. For sure they'd be able to help me, a urologist, a urogynecologist a neurologist, a rectal neurologist. They knew nothing, all 4 of them.
I went to my pain doctor who performed a pudendal block and a ganglion impar block. Neither one did anything.
I had a 3Tesla MRI, a special one that shows the sacral. It showed nothing.
I went to a Danbury psysiatrist. She knew nothing.
I went to another pain management doctor. He knew nothing.
I did biofeedback. Waste of money.
I went to another doctor to do a block. Did not work.
I went to Ainsworth Institute in NYC, now owned by Corey Hunter for a hypogastric block. Don't go there!
I then had a trial of a stimulation device that gets implanted. The device came apart before I was even in the recovery room.
June 1, 2021 I went to a very well respected doctor in NYC who performed pulsed radiofrequency ablation...he didn't think it would work, although I'd read so much about it, and he was right. It didn't work.
My very last hope was a Dr. Kohli in Boston, an expert urogynecologist, experienced in pudendal nerve pain. He gave me a steroid shot and said, "It could work for 12 days or 12 months". By the time I got back home, the pain had returned and has just kept on going.
I HAVE TO SIT ON ICE ALL DAY ANY NIGHT to numb the pain.
I have one more appt. in Boston where he will give me Platelet Rich Plasma. I told him that was controversial and he said he's had a lot of success with it. But it won't work.
I have tried every drug, gabapentin, Neurontin, amatryptaline, SSRIs everything but Ketamine, which unfortunately doesn't last too long.
SIXTEEN SPECIALISTS FAILED TO SAVE MY LIFE!!! Now I am at the point where death would be a RELEASE.