Re: Dr. Hibner - 3 Day Ketamine Infusion and Me
Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2013 10:15 pm
Hi to all,
and thx to NYT, Larry, Lotta Nerve and everyone who posted on Ketamine. I recently read Lotta Nerves success story. I was so happy for her and also inspired that maybe there is something out there that can finally help me too, as I have had that "end of my rope" feeling for a long time.
I am looking into ketamine and pain pumps and possibly traveling to see the Dr Prager if necessary and if he would take me on..
Like others my pain condition has taken on a life of its own. I have been basically housebound since 2010, and at level 10 pain since an unsuccessful nerve surgery in 2011..
It has taken a huge toll on my marriage as my husband has had to take over all the "mommy' things" I can't do (we have 3 kids) esp the driving part, and husband is exhausted.
I know many here can relate to this..
A pain doc in NYC briefly tried ketamine in his office with me in Oct 2011. The first time he attached an IV drip with ketamine and lidocaine. I laid on a narrow uncomfortable table and had the same experience that Lotta Nerve described (like a psychodelic acid trip) All of my senses felt different and magnified..At one point the drip was too high and I felt like was spinning out of control like Dorothy's house in the Wizard of Oz! I screamed for help and the doc turned it down. My husband sat at my bedside the whole time with his usual comment of "Relax" ,basically what he says to everything! Sadly it is hard for him to conceive of the levels of pain we are in.
I felt no pain during the the treatment but when I woke up 4 hours later, the pain returned and I felt nausea, which passed within a few hours..
The doc scheduled a 2nd treatment two weeks later this time he left out the lidocaine saying he thought it caued the nausea..He also used less ketamine. I was under again for several hours but this time I felt mild pain (not as much as usual) and I had a similar weird experience as the first time.I was less "out of it" due to less of the drug.
When I woke up again, the pain returned..
After each of these treatments I had no continued pain relief... so the pain doc said this medicine wouldn't work for me.. thats it.
However, I researched Ketamine quite a bit and learned that a few hours in the doc 's office is not the common way ketamine is administered, so maybe this wasn't a proper trial.
Usually it seems to be done over several days in a row as we have read from NYT and others accounts and preferably in hospital setting
It did not, to my knowledge bother my bladder, which has IC issues also.
Just wanted to get opinions ..was this a proper trial of the drug? I would like to try it again in a different environment.
I am also thinking of proceeding right to the pain pump.. This same doc does pain pumps....He is good kind doc and well known in and expereinced in NY and aware of pelvic pain ... but it doesn't soundl like he is at the level of DR Prager. I was impressed by the comment that was determined to "get the pain" and he did for
'"lotta nerve"
I am in desperate pain and am currently coming down off methadone which over 6 mos helped very little. I use didlaudid supps which used to help a bit but I had to keep increasing to the highest dose 12mg and that does very little (but better than nothing)
There more to tell but just wanted to get folks opinion. I need to do something for this pain. I suspect I have centralized pain like many of us tho Im not senstive to touch or temperature.. instead, severe thobbing in the peri-anal area (near the surgical site) every waking minute.
Any comment advice on the above would be so appreciated
Thx so much to all,
Kathy
and thx to NYT, Larry, Lotta Nerve and everyone who posted on Ketamine. I recently read Lotta Nerves success story. I was so happy for her and also inspired that maybe there is something out there that can finally help me too, as I have had that "end of my rope" feeling for a long time.
I am looking into ketamine and pain pumps and possibly traveling to see the Dr Prager if necessary and if he would take me on..
Like others my pain condition has taken on a life of its own. I have been basically housebound since 2010, and at level 10 pain since an unsuccessful nerve surgery in 2011..
It has taken a huge toll on my marriage as my husband has had to take over all the "mommy' things" I can't do (we have 3 kids) esp the driving part, and husband is exhausted.
I know many here can relate to this..
A pain doc in NYC briefly tried ketamine in his office with me in Oct 2011. The first time he attached an IV drip with ketamine and lidocaine. I laid on a narrow uncomfortable table and had the same experience that Lotta Nerve described (like a psychodelic acid trip) All of my senses felt different and magnified..At one point the drip was too high and I felt like was spinning out of control like Dorothy's house in the Wizard of Oz! I screamed for help and the doc turned it down. My husband sat at my bedside the whole time with his usual comment of "Relax" ,basically what he says to everything! Sadly it is hard for him to conceive of the levels of pain we are in.
I felt no pain during the the treatment but when I woke up 4 hours later, the pain returned and I felt nausea, which passed within a few hours..
The doc scheduled a 2nd treatment two weeks later this time he left out the lidocaine saying he thought it caued the nausea..He also used less ketamine. I was under again for several hours but this time I felt mild pain (not as much as usual) and I had a similar weird experience as the first time.I was less "out of it" due to less of the drug.
When I woke up again, the pain returned..
After each of these treatments I had no continued pain relief... so the pain doc said this medicine wouldn't work for me.. thats it.
However, I researched Ketamine quite a bit and learned that a few hours in the doc 's office is not the common way ketamine is administered, so maybe this wasn't a proper trial.
Usually it seems to be done over several days in a row as we have read from NYT and others accounts and preferably in hospital setting
It did not, to my knowledge bother my bladder, which has IC issues also.
Just wanted to get opinions ..was this a proper trial of the drug? I would like to try it again in a different environment.
I am also thinking of proceeding right to the pain pump.. This same doc does pain pumps....He is good kind doc and well known in and expereinced in NY and aware of pelvic pain ... but it doesn't soundl like he is at the level of DR Prager. I was impressed by the comment that was determined to "get the pain" and he did for
'"lotta nerve"
I am in desperate pain and am currently coming down off methadone which over 6 mos helped very little. I use didlaudid supps which used to help a bit but I had to keep increasing to the highest dose 12mg and that does very little (but better than nothing)
There more to tell but just wanted to get folks opinion. I need to do something for this pain. I suspect I have centralized pain like many of us tho Im not senstive to touch or temperature.. instead, severe thobbing in the peri-anal area (near the surgical site) every waking minute.
Any comment advice on the above would be so appreciated
Thx so much to all,
Kathy